Monday, March 19, 2012

I find myself at a loss..

A loss for words that is..an old friend of mine lost her child a few days ago. She was pregnant with her first child and was due this month. I don't know all of the details nor do I want to ask. I wrote her a letter but I feel like that will do nothing to take her pain away. I can't imagine the things she is thinking or feeling. I just want to give her the biggest hug in the world and tell her that she is a beautiful mother and she will one day be reunited with her daughter. I want to wipe her tears away and just sit with her in silence for as long as it takes for her to feel better again. There are no words that can make her whole again and I wouldn't even try to say one. She would have been a first time mom and if you were to have read her blog you could clearly tell she was cut out for mommyhood. I know that one day she will make a wonderful mother because she's already proven to be so strong. You know the saying "if he brings you to it, he'll bring you through it?" so fitting. I know that she will find recovery and I know that with every passing day it will get a little easier (at least I hope) but I can't help but feel like I want..feel like I need to do more for her. Anything. Just to let her know that she's being thought of. I've thought about her every day..every moment I get the chance. My heart weighs heavy for my friend. So please I ask you when you get the chance could you say a little extra in your prayer for her. If you don't pray then please think of her and send her a little sunshine from your life.

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